In Need of Help

I alone am not able to carry all this people, because it is too burdensome for me. Numbers 11:14 (New American Standard Bible)

The burden and responsibility of leading the children of Israel through the wilderness had become too great for Moses to carry it alone. He was wise to admit this to himself and God. God’s response shows me that is never His intent! We are not placed on this planet to live in isolation from the assistance of others. God did not say to Moses, “I am all you need therefore keep coming to Me. Look to Me alone.” Instead He enacted a plan whereby 70 men, from among the elders of the people, would receive the same Spirit Moses had and they would bear the burden with him. He would not have to bear it alone.

This serves as confirmation to me of the very thing God has been teaching me. While there are some things I am able to do alone with God, there are many times I need someone to come along side me and help. At present, I am not in a leadership position but that does not mean there are no burdens to carry. Each of us have them. God is reminding me this morning that He is willing and able to intersect my world with helpers and encouragers.

Last year, I faced the most difficult challenge of my life and for months I felt I was on my own to wade through the issues. I thought that was the way it was suppose to be. Hence, I struggled and made very little progress in the area of healing and restoration. It wasn’t until I opened myself up to receive the help and counsel of others that internal changes began to take place. It necessitated me trusting individuals enough to tell them my story and allow them to help me. I had to see that they were willing to get down into the muck and mire of my emotional heap and would not walk away or think less of me as a result of my opening up. Even now as we talk about the victories and struggles of this process, they listen, pray, speak truth, and let me know they know God will do everything necessary to finish what He has started in me. They celebrate with me each time God helps me turn corners and take steps. I need them and I am no longer afraid to admit it! Not only do I need them but I appreciate them as gifts given to me by a loving heavenly Father.

For any who find themselves “going it alone” I would invite you to ask God for individuals to help you. He will handpick the right one(s) and you will be astounded at how well He can match you up. It may be someone you already know or it may be someone you have yet to meet. Either way, when your paths cross you will KNOW it!

Father, the Bible is filled with examples of people helping people and so is my life. Thank you for how You do that! Amen.

Seeing My Need to Ask

"I am the vine, you are the branches; he who abides in Me and I in him, he bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can do nothing.” John 15:5 (New American Standard Bible)

Jesus’ words are encouraging me this morning like bookends for my spirit. Apart from Him I can do nothing and through Him I can do all things. In order to fully embrace those truths I must first realize my own internal bankruptcy. For unless I am absolutely convinced of my inability to do the very things I am told to do, I will live daily with an “I can do it myself” mentality that is futile at best.

I use to look at such things as loving one another, forgiving one another, preferring one another, encouraging one another, and so on, as things I was to somehow manage and muster up on my own. As long as I thought that was what God was expecting of me the pressure was on to perform. Yesterday became a wake up call to me that those things will not come naturally to me and will not be realized apart from Christ working in me. In order to see that, I had to be given a long, hard look at my own heart.

I came across a situation whereby irritation, selfishness, judging of another, and preferring myself over another all rose up within me and out of me. It was a moment of truth for me that was not pleasant to look at but led to a powerful revelation. I knew at that moment that I could change some actions but true heart change could only come through the Spirit of God and the Word of God. Asking for God to help me and do a work in me was what He had been wanting me to do all along.

Surely, God must have been delighted to finally hear me say, “I can’t do this without You! I cannot change my heart without You and I cannot live the Christian life without Your help!” Those words became the key to open the door to reliance and dependence upon the very One who said, “Come unto Me, seek Me, lean on Me, ask Me, trust Me, rest in Me, abide with Me, learn of Me, look to Me, and talk to Me.” I have been hearing His commands but missing His invitation all along. What He wants me to do is what He offers to help me do. Whether it has to do with my actions toward others, resisting temptation, breaking strongholds, purifying my mind, having right motives, or any number of things, I can do nothing apart from Him and all things through Him. Praise God! It is not about my personality, natural abilities, or temperament. It is about me seeing my need of Him and I do.

Father, I am shaking my head in amazement at the many times I have tried to live independent of You and thought I was doing the right thing. I joy in finally admitting I NEED You! Amen.

Taking Hold of His Feet

Suddenly, Jesus met them and said, "Greetings." The women came up to him, took hold of his feet, and worshiped him. Matthew 28:9 (New Century Version)

No other gospel book records this account. Women had been to the tomb of Jesus and heeding the words of an angel, were quickly heading to the disciples to let them know Jesus had risen from the dead. On the way, they are met by Jesus and their response has captured my attention. They take hold of His feet and worship Him. What they could do in a physical sense, I want to do metaphorically and it will necessitate several things.

Taking hold of Jesus’ feet takes place only as I humble myself and bow before Him. It entails closeness with nothing between Him and myself. To take hold requires empty hands whereby I am not holding on to other things including negative attitudes. It must be a priority. It is a place of submission, intimacy, openness, and reverence. Ultimately, it leads to worship, adoration, and praise.

I am broken this morning by the realization that it does not take much for me to release my hold on His feet and distance myself by my words, thoughts, actions, or motives. There are times my hands become soiled from sinful choices I have made, bruised with wounds I bring upon myself, tainted by the idols they have grasped, closed to the opportunities to reach out to others, and weakened by the continual harboring of trinkets and treasures. Yet, when I come to the place of reaching out to take hold of His feet once again, He does not recoil, back away, or despise. My confession and repentance is ALWAYS met with forgiveness and reconciliation. He will forever display the heart of the prodigal son’s father.

When I recently found myself at odds over some petty things, I asked the Lord how to make things right again. This morning He is letting me know the first step is to reach out and take hold of His feet. As I do that, worship will follow as well as further steps of obedience. His availability to me and acceptance of me have once again wooed me to Himself. At His feet I am not sensing shame, condemnation, or harshness. I am sensing His heart.

Father, You have shown me much about Yourself and myself this morning. Thank you for doing so in such a gentle yet profound way. Amen.

Infinitely More

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us. Ephesians 3:20 (New King James Version)

I had to reread this verses several times before I could begin to take in the promise being made. Exceedingly abundantly above all that I ask or think! I have to ask myself if I am ready to walk in confidence for the very thing I am asking God. I am not asking for material wealth, miraculous physical healing, or even impossible doors to open. I am asking for freedom from the very thing that keeps surfacing in my life and showing itself present. It is like a scattered forest fire whereby I see one flame extinguished or at least brought under control, only to have another one appear in the distance. It is that “besetting sin” or weakness that continues to trip me up, hinder me, and wrap me in discouragement and despair! Therefore, today’s verse is meant to be my signpost along the way that cries out, “Do not give up! Hold on! When it is all said and done, God will do immeasurably more than you are asking!” I like how it is stated in The Message, “Far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams.”

Who is making such a promise to me and to you? God! The One who created the world, divided the Red Sea, brought water out a rock (twice), raised the dead, brought sight to the blind, fed thousands of people with a little boy’s lunch (twice), forgave my sin, made me a new creation in Christ, and came back to life after dieing for all of humanity. That God! My difficulty is in His hands. It is His personal project!

Not only is He the One working on my behalf but His power is what is working in me! While my cooperation with Him is necessary, His strength and power are what will bring about the ultimate transformation I need., crave, and desire. Although this is a huge request in my mind, requests are not categorized in God’s mind as being difficult or easy. God does not operate on the same scale as I often do. He does not strain at anything He does. Dividing the Red Sea took no more energy for Him than any other miracle recorded in Scripture. In other words, God and His power are bigger than any need or request I bring to Him.

For any who battle an area in their life that seems impossible and insurmountable, I invite you to join me as I cling to this verse and the One who gave it to us. He knows the apprehensions and weariness of our minds and souls. He knows the toll the battle is taking on us. May we each admit our own need of Him and then poise ourselves for His mighty intervention on our behalf!

Father, I stand before You today with my need in hand. You see the doubts I wrestle with and yet they shrink when placed next to this verse. Amen.

Receiving What is Given

Jehoash did what was right in the sight of the LORD all the days in which Jehoiada the priest instructed him. 2 Kings 12:2 (New King James Version)

I love this verse! It not only shows God’s redeeming work but also reveals valuable tools for living a godly life. Jehoash came from a line of kings who knew nothing of right living in the sight of ANY one. They lived and reigned in evil ways. Even his grandmother had her own grandchildren killed so that she could reign as queen. But Jehoash was hidden in the house of God from infancy until the age of seven. When he became king, he displayed the wisdom of having a tender and teachable spirit. As a result, the instruction he was given by the priest, Jehoiada, was received and applied to his life.

Jehoash, whose name meant “given by the Lord” was instructed and mentored by Jehoiada, whose name meant, “Jehovah knows.” Truly God had given Jehoash much! His life, his kingship, his instructor, and his heart to do right in the sight of the Lord. What Jehoiada taught him came from the One who knows all. What a combination! Jehoiada was used of God to guide this young king just as an archer would shoot an arrow straight at a target. What he said did not fall on deaf ears, but rather poured into one who was completely receptive. Jehoiada invested much into the life of Jehoash and the result was a godly king.

I want to be like Jehoash….receptive to the direction, teaching, and instruction of the Jehoiadas God brings into my life. He has done it many times and is still doing it. I appreciate each person who has lovingly invested their life into mine. It doesn’t take me long to see when God has crossed my path with one who is sent by Him and I marvel at what comes of the relationship. May I be willing to be a Jehoiada to others as well. What I have been taught by others is meant to be poured into the lives of those God sends to me as learners.

At the same time, I am realizing that my ultimate instructor and mentor is Jesus. Listening to and following His instructions will not only send me in the right direction but it will mold me into the person God created me to be. I want my attention to be on Him and my ears to be open to Him in ways that far surpass how I interact with the best of human instructors. This One who gave His life for me also intercedes for me and has His hands on every aspect of my life. May it be said of me that I did right in the sight of the LORD all my days in which Jesus my High Priest instructed me.

Father, Your instruction comes to me in many different ways and through many different individuals. Keep me tender and teachable to You. Amen.

The Crowd

Therefore the soldiers did these things. But standing by the cross of Jesus were His mother, and His mother's sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. John 19:25 (New American Standard Bible)

The crowd that witnessed the crucifixion of Jesus Christ was quite diverse. There were the soldiers who had violently abused Him and proceeded to drive the nails in His hands and feet. There were the scorners who mocked Him as He hung on the cross. There were the religious leaders who fought against Him during His three year ministry and had Him crucified because of their jealousy and false accusations. There were the onlookers who hailed Him as King one week and then cried out, “Crucify Him” the following week. There were His followers, disciples, and mother. Some spewed out words of hate while others wept tears of sorrow. Some despised Him while others clung to Him. I wonder where I would have stood in that crowd on that day.

I see a lot of differences that are simply the backdrop to incredible similarities. Jesus died on the cross for EVERY person who was there whether they were His enemy or devoted follower. He didn’t look at some with love and others with hatred. He died for them all and desired that all would come to know Him as Savior. Each was born in sin and possessed a sin nature and Jesus shed His blood for the sin that resulted. No one needed less of His blood shed for them. No one, not even His own mother, stood in their own righteousness before God, because no person is without sin except the One who hung on the cross in sinlessness. Each person, no matter their opinion or relationship to Jesus, was in need of a Savior. They were in need of a substitute. And that aspect has not changed to this day.

I have often heard it said that the ground is level at the foot of the cross and I believe that to be true. As we approach the Easter season which culminates with Resurrection Sunday, we either approach it as ones who have put our faith and trust in Christ alone for salvation or ones who need to. But just as He did on the cross, Jesus looks at each of us with love and a desire to be known. He extends the offer of salvation to ALL. And then He offers intimate relationship from that point on.

It took but a few moments for me to receive Him as my Savior but I will spend my life developing that intimate relationship. Last night found me spending two hours reading the book of John straight through and that experience brought many things to light that I felt I was seeing for the first time. May each day be filled with “I know Him a little better now” moments.

Father, the cross made it possible for me to even call You Father. Thank you for helping me to see the truth about salvation and life! Amen.

The Meaning and Result of Following

And Jesus said to them, "Follow Me, and I will make you become fishers of men." Mark 1:17 (New American Standard Bible)

I have often missed key phrases within a verse and in doing so I have missed precious promises given by God. Within today’s verse is one command and one promise. Jesus told two brothers to follow Him. That was the command. Then He gave the promise, “I will make you become fishers of men.” If I miss the fact that Jesus is the one making them what He is calling them to do and be, then I will in turn miss the fact that He is making me what He is calling me to do and be as I follow Him. It is the epitome of Isaiah’s words that He is the Potter and I am the clay.

Following involves obedience and trust. It always sandwiches me between God’s command and His promise. It is not a matter of figuring things out for myself, determining my “game plan”, and then mustering up the strength and ability to carry it out. It is a matter of learning to listen to God’s voice throughout my day and doing what He tells me to do. Following Him is not a one time event but rather a moment by moment yielding. And what does that look like?

When someone offends me, my “following” is forgiveness. When I am going about my day at work, my “following” is doing my job faithfully and to the best of my ability. When an opportunity for witnessing opens up, my “following” is to share what I know to be true about God. When things do not go my way, my “following” is acceptance and submission to my Father’s will. When I am aware of sin in my life, my “following” is confession and repentance. No matter what the situation is, God’s Word and God’s Spirit in me will always let me know what the “following” is to be. And it is His grace, not my self effort, that will help me to follow.

As I walk in obedience, He is the one making me whatever He chooses to make me. I don’t have to worry that time will run out before He is finished. I don’t have to help Him out. I just simply need to follow. He created me and called me with a full picture of my life in view. He will use many tools, people, and situations to make me His masterpiece. Today is just one of many days whereby I do the following and He does the making.

Father, I trust You to finish the work You have started in me. Give me the wisdom, discernment, and desire to hear You clearly and follow You whole heartedly. Amen.