What He Wants Me to Know

I have carried you since you were born; I have taken care of you from your birth. Even when you are old, I will be the same. Even when your hair has turned gray, I will take care of you. I made you and will take care of you. I will carry you and save you. Isaiah 46:3,4 (New Century Version)

If there is one thing I have learned about God it is that He has special purposes for pin-pointing areas in our life. Although it can be uncomfortable at times to have the light of truth shine on the very things we want to hide or run from, God’s purpose is to show us where we need His touch and transformation. It took me a long time to begin to see that He wasn’t condemning me but rather showing me where He wanted to work.

A couple days ago, I squirmed at the fact that I saw how easily I look to people to take care of me. Being under someone else’s care can make me feel safe and loved. But God wants me to see it is a false sense of safety and a counterfeit source of security. Temporary and inadequate at best. How He longs for me to see Him as the One who is really able to take care of me in every area of my life. I am still not sure why I am so convinced at times that I could be content otherwise. Not sure why people seem like such good sources. In time, He will let me know…of that I am sure.

For now, He is allowing His words through Isaiah to speak to me in a personal way. Most translations will use the word “carry” through out this passage. Last night I came across the New Century Version and the phrase “I will take care of you” was what I needed to hear God saying to me….all three times! It was like He was saying, “You want to be cared for. I will do that for you. Let Me care for you in a way you have never known on a human level. My ways are not only higher than your ways but also higher than their ways. Trust Me. Rely on Me. Rest in Me. Learn to be cared for by Me.”

Why is this so important for me to get? Because when the Bible speaks of God caring for us it means to look after, care for, pay attention to, attend to, take charge of, and watch over. Those are the exact things I have looked to people to do for me. God knows that and is intent on helping me see that only He can fill such a role in my life. Only He can be that watchful and attentive.


Father, let the truth of Your care impact my life in such a way that my desire to be cared for is finally directed toward You. Amen.

Be Still
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Living By Kingdom Principles

And again He said, ”To what shall I compare the kingdom of God? It is like leaven, which a woman took and hid in three pecks of flour until it was all leavened.” Luke 13:20,21 (New American Standard Bible)


There are kingdom principles throughout Scripture that we need to familiarize ourselves with. They are ways for God to teach us how He works and how the Christian life is suppose to operate. If we do not know His kingdom principles for our every day life we will flounder at taking truth and allowing it to work in us. God has set up His rule and reign in our life in order for us to live life to the fullest.

The kingdom principle of this passage is that God’s work is an internal work that has an effect on my whole person. I love word pictures and Jesus used many of them to explain concepts and truths that are often hard to grasp. Here He is taking a simple concept of adding yeast to flour in order to see God’s principle at work. God’s work in us is such that He affects change for us from the inside out.

I found it interesting to see how yeast actually works. This explanation I found on the web fascinated me….The yeast's function in baking is to ferment sugars present in the flour or added to the dough. This fermentation gives off carbon dioxide and ethanol. The carbon dioxide is trapped within tiny bubbles and results in the dough expanding, or rising. In other words it is a process of growth, multiplication, and change. You are not able to add yeast to dough and not see a change in the dough. The change is profound and evident!

Too many of us live with the concept that if we just change the way we act it will somehow produce inward change. That is backward to God’s kingdom principles. His intent is for us to be changed internally through taking in Scripture, the working of His Spirit in us, and our cooperation with Him. It is not something we do but rather something we allow to be done in us. Philippians 2:13 says, “For it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.” The KJV says it is “both to will and to do of His good pleasure.” I need that reminder often lest I begin to once again live my Christian life out of self effort, behavior modification, and performance. I want my heart to be like the flour mentioned in today’s verse. It simply becomes the breeding ground for the yeast to do its work just as my heart becomes the breeding ground for God's Word and Spirit to do their work.

Father, keep reminding me that it is YOUR work in me that I need. You will do in me what You want to do through me. Amen.

Word of God Speak ~ Mercy Me
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He is wooing you from the jaws of distress to a spacious place free from restriction, to the comfort of your table laden with choice food. Job 36:16

Ready to Learn How to Live

Instruct them to do good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, storing up for themselves the treasure of a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hold of that which is life indeed. 1 Timothy 6:18-20 (New American Standard Bible)

What are the things I need to be instructed in and taught? That which does not come naturally to me. I often think about the ones God has sent into my life to instruct me and what it was He wanted them to teach me. If I was open to their words I was the richer for it, but if not, I remained unaware of how to take hold of life! I am well aware of the result of living in a Proverbs 5:13 mode of not listening “to the voice of my teachers nor inclining my ear to my instructors.” The lessons they desired to teach me fell on closed ears and an unreceptive heart. The tools for living they so lovingly wanted to place in my hands remained unnoticed and unused. It wasn’t that they didn’t instruct me. It was that I wasn’t allowing myself to be their student. I was too busy beating myself up over the things I didn’t know when all the while they were saying, “Let me teach you!”

Last night, a friend remarked during a study, that we have to be taught to do the right things. Living right does not come naturally to any of us. I had no trouble knowing where to apply her words to my life. What comes naturally to me is to live by my perceptions, opinions, and judgments of others. What I need to learn is how to know the truth, believe the truth, and walk in the truth. My perceptions are counter productive and destructive. Truth will set me free and allow me to take hold of life in a richer way. I have to learn the difference between my perceived truth and actual truth.

This is going to require some help. Just as I would no more perform surgery on myself (even if I were able to perform surgery) I cannot be my own instructor. I must be willing to sit at the feet of those God has called to teach me, just as He called Timothy to teach others. It will not only be individuals who will stand in as my instructors, it will also be the circumstances of life. Life’s lessons are not limited to one individual or one classroom. Jesus taught through various settings and used a variety of visual aides. He has not changed. If I truly see Him as my Instructor I will allow Him to use whatever means or whoever He chooses to teach me.

Father, I am ready to learn that which You have desired to teach me for quite some time. My ears are open, my heart is receptive, and my eyes are on You. Use whatever method or individual You deem best. Amen.

The Potter's Hand - A Capella Christian Music
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A New Song in Me

He has put a new song in my mouth—Praise to our God; many will see it and fear, and will trust in the LORD. Psalm 40:3 (New King James Version)

I love it when God puts something new in any part of me…my mind, my mouth, my heart, my ears, my hands, my life! Several days ago, He gave me a tune for a song and the words have been formulating ever since. It capsules the truth of my journey thus far and exemplifies the praise I have for what He continues to do. Songs have a way of capturing our stories in a special way. Is it any wonder many are drawn toward the Psalms…David’s hymnal? No matter what I am going through, God has graciously allowed songs to be written and sung that speak powerfully to my heart and situation. I marvel each time that happens. May God encourage you through the words that flow from my heart to His ears!

I Turn to You

I turn to You,
When a precious one lies buried
and I know my life will never be the same.
I turn to You,
When the hands that I held on to
were called by You to simply walk away,
I turn to You with all my questions
When I don’t understand.
I turn to You with all the heartache
that my mind can’t comprehend.
I turn to You for my future
For I know it’s in Your hands.
I turn to You.


I come to You,
When the road I’m called to walk on
Gets lonely and I feel so out of place.
I come to You,
When my weaknesses and failures
Are once again in need of all Your grace.
I come to You for compassion
When my eyes are filled tears.
I come to You for forgiveness
When I’ve wasted all the years.
I come to You for assurance
When my heart is filled with fears.
I come to You.


I hear You, Lord,
When You speak Your Word so gently
To me, Your child, the one that You adore.
I hear You, Lord,
When You say that You forgive me
For the things I’ve hid behind my own heart’s door.
I hear You, Lord,
When You are speaking the words I need to hear.
I hear You, Lord,
When You answer in ways I count so dear.
I hear You, Lord,
When You tell me You want me to draw near.
I hear You, Lord.


I thank You Lord,
For the ways You choose to test me,
To show me what is really in my heart.
I thank You, Lord,
For the promise that You gave me,
That You and I will never have to part.
I thank You, Lord,
That with the sunshine You also send the rain.
I thank You, Lord,
For the comfort that follows all the pain.
I thank You, Lord,
For the healing that I will see again.
I thank You, Lord.
I thank You, Lord!

Pam Shattuck
December 22, 2008

sing for joy - Don Moen
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He is wooing you from the jaws of distress to a spacious place free from restriction, to the comfort of your table laden with choice food. Job 36:16

His Word to Me

He said, If you listen carefully to the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, who heals you. Exodus 15:26 (New International Version)

There are certain nuggets of truth that I need to allow God to engrave on the tablets of my heart and impress upon the walls of my mind. One of those nuggets is His title of Healer. Not just the Healer of nations and the Healer of another person’s life, but my Healer as well. I need to embrace this when I become over whelmed with places in me that still need healing. I need to verbalize this when I am tempted to give up. I need to repeat this to myself when there seem to be no other options than to just accept defeat.

This phrase, “I am the LORD who heals you” is a life line to me this morning. It is meant to anchor me with stability and safety. It is meant to keep my head above the waves on the sea of life. It is meant to be the reality I cling to in the midst of thoughts, feelings, and what my five senses experience. It is meant to assure me that He can do what I am unable to do.

One thing I have learned about healing of any kind….God will bring it about and it will take time. Maybe moments of time, decades, or a life time, but it will come. My part? Keep my ears open to His voice. Pay close attention to His daily directives. Walk in obedience to His direction and guidance. Failure to do so hinders my own progress and healing. Yet, I have come to realize that even in these areas I need His help. I need Him to develop in me listening ears, an attentive heart, and willing obedience.

I would love to say I get it right all the time but I know otherwise as do those who know me best. As does my heavenly Father. I drink in His words at a time when failure, floundering, and falling have been apparent. When my own weaknesses are blatantly apparent. When fears abound and hopelessness threatens to darken my path. In the midst of it all, He persists with His loving reminder that He is my Healer. He is my Helper. He is my All.

Father, You give me hope when I am hopeless, strength when I am weak, and clarity when I am confused. Remold this broken vessel into a masterpiece of beauty and dignity. Amen.

You Are My All in All - Michael W. Smith
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Seeing Truth in Disappointment

To You they cried out and were delivered; in You they trusted and were not disappointed. Psalm 22:5 (New American Standard Bible)

Where we turn in our moments of disappointment is a matter of life and deliverance. I don’t like to be disappointed. Does anyone? Yet, disappointment marks not only our life but our daily path. Setting our heart on something and not having it happen when we want it to happen can result in the feeling of disappointment. I often cringe at that aspect of myself. I want to be at the place where something can happen and I fully accept it with joy. God is letting me know I am once again viewing the feelings of disappointment as wrong. In His gentle way He is letting me know that disappointment is an acceptable emotion to the let downs of life, just as bleeding is a normal result of being cut. Feeling disappointed is NOT the problem. The problem is what I begin to think and believe about myself and others when the disappointment comes.

There use to be a whole list of lies that I would dwell on and believe. Lies like, I don’t matter, it wasn’t a priority for them, no one cares, others are more important, nothing good ever comes of expectations, and so forth. It was a time of self loathing as well as condemnation of others. It would lead me to draw the conclusion that if I stopped expecting anything then I would be able to safe guard myself from ever experiencing disappointment again. I am here to tell you, THAT is no way to live.

God has a better way for me to respond to the times when relationships change, plans change, opportunities close, or things just don’t work out the way I want them to. He invites me to embrace the truth of His sovereignty. He wants me to see His hand in all of the happenings of my life. His timing is perfect. His plans are fulfilled. His ways come about. My disappointments are His appointments. It is not a matter of just thinking happy thoughts. It is the necessity of knowing, seeing, and living out of the truth of God’s involvement in my life.

When the disappointments of life happen, sadness is acceptable, tears may fall, and a quietness may settle over me. But in the midst of it all I must allow Him to once again speak truth to my heart. I must see and believe the truth of what is happening instead of allowing me or the enemy to come up with a list of lies and distortions. Peace comes when I see every detail of my life as important to God. Joy comes as I allow God to develop in me a childlike trust in Him. To see a change of plans as His way of surprising me with other options and opportunities.

Many times, what I am disappointed in will happen eventually, but even if it doesn’t He is still in control, still on the throne, and still acting out of a heart of love. I live in that truth today.

Father, keep showing me where the problems really lie. Use every circumstance of life to teach me valuable lessons about You and me. Amen.

Kathy Troccoli sings "My Life Is In Your Hands"
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He is wooing you from the jaws of distress to a spacious place free from restriction, to the comfort of your table laden with choice food. Job 36:16

Restoring What Has Been Damaged

And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpillar, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you. Joel 2:25 (King James Version)

One of my favorite Bible tools is the dictionary because it helps to shed light on a word I may not have a full picture of. Such was the case with the word restore. It means “to put or bring back into existence or use; to bring back to or put back into a former or original state; and to put again in possession of something.” None of that is necessary unless something has been damaged, lost, taken, or injured.

God is ready, willing, and able to show us what needs to be restored in our life. To show us what has been “eaten” by the locust of circumstances or people. Understand that behind it all is the enemy of our souls for he is the one who comes to destroy and devour us at every turn. We often times can only see the tools and individuals he is using but it is imperative that we realize his hand is in the ruin and havoc.

This morning I am thinking of the things that need to be restored, not only in my life but in the lives of those who will read this devotional. It could be the locust of our life has eaten our sense of something that use to come so easily for us. Those who have had their homes broken into often say along with the possessions the person took my sense of feeling safe in my own home. Those who were sexually violated or exploited live with the loss of feeling pure or clean. Acts of betrayal, rejection, or sabotage have left some with the inability to trust others in future relationships. Those who have been ridiculed or slandered may no longer possess a sense of confidence and strength. Those who felt the pain of failure or loss may no longer have a desire to venture out into the unknown. Whatever the case may be, if there is a sense of loss or the feeling that what has been destroyed will never mark my path again, God will show me where that incident took place, what affect it had on me, and the promise that He will restore it.

I cling to that promise today, for I am fully aware of what the locust has eaten in my own life and the result of it. Now I open my arms and my heart to the restoration that only God can bring about.

Father, restore that which has been shattered in my life, so that it no longer affects my relationships. The end of my story is still be written by You. Amen.

Fearless Heart - Point of Grace
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