It Comes As No Surprise

Blessed be the LORD, my Rock, who trains my hands for war, and my fingers for battle --- My loving kindness and my fortress, my high tower and my deliverer, my shield and the One in whom I take refuge. Psalm 144:1,2 (New King James Version)

I woke with an uneasy feeling this morning. I could not put my finger on it but something was wrong. An uneasiness had settled over me and along with it came insecurity, restlessness, and dread. I had two choices. I could continue to allow the uncomfortable feelings to encase me or I could fight! I know where the first option leads. It is not pretty or good. It puts my focus on my weaknesses and circumstances. It opens my ears to the voice of the enemy who is all too ready to cause me to question recent decisions I have made. The picture he has painted is distorted and grotesque. He has repackaged old lies and is hoping for the same result and reaction from me. He has dangled counterfeit messiah’s across my mind and attempted to persuade me that I must seek my answers and help apart from God and His Word. Pick up the phone, send the email, seek the safety net of others. His invitations sound convincing and even appealing but the truth of the matter is they are traps and quick sand. God has a better answer!

My first defense is prayer. Coming against the enemy and taking the thoughts captive are essential. My second defense is realigning myself with truth and seeking the face and heart of God in His Word. A song has driven me to the Psalms and a Bible reading schedule has led me to this particular one. It is my truth list! It is my vital reminder of where my safety, security, defense, and deliverance lie. God is not only my Heavenly Father, He is my warrior Defender!

This attack comes as no surprise to Him. He is reminding me that after significant steps are taken and decisions are made the enemy is enraged. The realization of lost ground has infuriated him and he now determines to undermine any work of God that has taken place. My recent choices have gotten his attention because he knows those choices will lead to freedom, growth, and blessing. He knows I have been wooed by God to step away from bondage and break a deeply entrenched soul tie. He has been watching as I have finally begun to cooperate with God. Hence, his attack is no longer surprising me either!

I will take my truth list into this day and it will become my battle cry and banner! It is not even a complete list, for God is this much and more. But it is effective and it is mine!

Father, Your Word and Your presence have strengthened me once again. I choose to stand in Your truth! Amen.