A Word of Correction

For what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh; for the willing is present in me, but the doing of the good is not. Romans 7:15, 18(New American Standard Bible)

I wonder if Paul’s words in the book of Romans surprised those who looked up to him. Was he being a fatalist and just beating himself up over his own weaknesses and propensity toward sin? No! He was being authentic and admitting the truth about his personal life and heart condition. It was moment of truth not a time of condemnation and shame.

One of the reasons for Scripture is for correction. If I allow it, God’s word will help me to see lies I am believing and the truth that is meant to replace the lies and allow me to walk in freedom. Today’s passage is doing exactly that! While the people of Paul’s day were set straight on any false notion that Paul had arrived, stood in perfection, and never battled with being human, his words are finding a home in my heart as well and urging me to release my own false notions about other believers. While I don’t hold this view toward all people, I am aware of the times I can look at a significant person and feel she never has a bad day, never walks with insecurity, never gives in to temptation, handles each crisis with ease, never struggles, never sins, never doubts God, and basically doesn’t bleed when she is cut or feel pain when she is hurt. And this morning, God is telling me to put her name and every one else’s name into this passage. Not to condemn but rather to see the truth about others and the truth about myself. For He knows that as long as I believe someone is above the battle, then I believe I can reach that state of perfection on this earth. And when I fail to do so, I cringe at the realization of my weaknesses, I come to believe other people cringe at the realization of my weaknesses, and I live with the belief that God cringes at my weaknesses. I then fall into a life style of posturing, pretending, and hiding.

God says, “I have a better way for you to live. Admit you are human and still deeply loved by Me! See that this is a journey of progress and I am your personal Guide. Open your heart up to the truth that My love and acceptance of you is not based on what you do and who you are but rather on Me. My arms are not folded, My face does not wear a scowl, I do not groan in my Spirit when you approach Me, and I am not disappointed in the fact that you are still imperfect. I love you and I embrace you!” I rest in His words to me.

Father, You have seen the comparisons I have made to others and the wrong conclusions I have drawn. Thank you that You are working to instill truth in me and anticipating with joy the freedom I will find in that truth! Amen.

Mercy Said No - CeCe Winans
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Getting into God's Word and letting God's Word get into me one truth at a time.