Supplying What I Need

Now may the God of peace ….Strengthen (complete, perfect) and make you what you ought to be and equip you with everything good that you may carry out His will; [while He Himself] works in you and accomplishes that which is pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ (the Messiah); to Whom be the glory forever and ever (to the ages of the ages). Amen (so be it). Hebrews 13:19-21 (Amplified Bible)

Two weeks ago, truths were coming alive to me at a rate that took my breath away. That which had confused and eluded me for months seemed to clear up and I began feeling better than I had felt in a long time. At times, I thought, “This is too easy!” It was all clicking and I couldn’t have been happier. A trip north crossed my path with several friends who shared in my excitement over what God was doing. Freedom and joy was marking my day as well as my conversations. I felt strong physically, emotionally, and spiritually. What I failed to realize though was this time of celebration was to soon lead into a time whereby all would come to a screeching halt.

I am not one who battles sickness very often, so I was unprepared for the draining affect of the flu. Although it lasted a mere four days and was followed by three additional days of back spasms, that was long enough to exhaust my physical and spiritual reserve. I found myself without the energy to do my normal reading and spending time in God’s Word. All was set aside for the purpose of resting and regaining. Yesterday, I took in God’s truths to simply feed my spirit. I had nothing to bring to others in the way of a devotional. I felt I was relearning the very things that seemed to come so easily a while ago. There were no battles fought when I was sick, but they reappeared as my health returned.

Today, my Father has been quick to let me know of His involvement in my growth process. He is assuring me of how available He is to strengthen, equip, and work in me. What I ought to be is exactly what He is molding me to be. My own whispers, as well as those of the enemy, are being drowned out by His words of truth and life. At times, I feel internally shaky, but the Solid Rock I stand on and in is secure and immovable. It doesn’t all rest on my shoulders. I don’t have to try and figure out how God is going to accomplish all that He needs to accomplish in me. I simply need to trust Him and cooperated with Him in this moment. I need to let my own weaknesses become my daily reminders of how much I need Him.

Father, You know what You are going to do with me and that is what I am taking with me into this day. Amen.

His Strength is Perfect ~ Steven Curtis Chapman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LC_lld_vUCY

He is wooing you from the jaws of distress to a spacious place free from restriction, to the comfort of your table laden with choice food. Job 36:16