Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The End of the Story


Now thanks be to God who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and through us diffuses the fragrance of His knowledge in every place. 2 Corinthians 2:14 (New King James Version)


I am not one to turn to the end of a book and read the conclusion before I have started the book. Although I may wonder how the story will end, I do not want to take away from the element of surprise that awaits me. In life though, there are times I need to see the end of the story for my own situations. Today’s verse is the “end of the story” I need to see, rejoice in, and embrace. It is my banner of truth to hold up and hold on to when I have walked in failure once again. When the thing I most detest in myself has reared its ugly head again. When my weakness has shown itself strong once again.

I came across this verse this morning after entertaining the thought that in a particular area of my life I will never see change, never see victory, and never see freedom. Why? Because I keep repeating the same scenario, results, and consequences. Worse yet, others are witnessing it! When it is all said and done, I walk away giving up on myself and wondering if they are giving up as well. Disappointment in myself includes the sense that I have disappointed others as well as God. The mental list of false “truths” I have come to believe is not only tragic but toxic as well. God’s intent is to counter that list with one of His own making and it has breathed life and hope into me.

For starters, He ALWAYS leads me in victory. Always! No exceptions. There is not an area in my life that stands outside the circumference of His promise. No matter what I think, no matter how I feel, no matter how long the trail of failure and sin, victory is promised me in Christ. God has not given up or conceded defeat. He is all about winning! While my sinful choices do not please Him, they are destined to become the backdrop to the display of His grace, mercy, strength, and power. Those who have seen me at my worst will be most aware of what God can do in the life of one who presently stumbles and struggles. What they see in me does not cause them to question God’s ability to work, hence they look to Him to do what they know I cannot do without Him. Who better to lift prayers on my behalf?

Discouraged? Not any more! God has once again used His Word to give this child some backbone! The head that recently hung in shame and regret is now raised in praise and thanksgiving to the One who is going to lead me in victory!

Father, I came so close to resigning myself to defeat. You, on the other hand, spoke the words I needed to hear. This morning, I receive Your forgiveness as well as Your promise. In the name of Jesus, my Victor, amen!

Set Me Free - Casting Crowns
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sio1WyIxGy4&feature=PlayList&p=479AE5E8ED0B9972&index=54

Getting into God's Word and letting God's Word get into me one truth at a time.