Freedom from Domination

Establish my footsteps in Your word, and do not let any iniquity have dominion over me. Psalm 119:133 (New American Standard Bible)

God’s Word is truth and it is what I must be fixed in, secured by, directed in, prepared with, fastened to, and restored by. When that is not the case, I open myself up to be mastered and dominated by such things as sin, trouble, sorrow, perceptions, and idolatry. Today’s verse became my heart’s cry and prayer throughout yesterday. It gave me direction and hope.

Of all the things I battle, my thoughts and mindsets top the list of potential for what can become domineering. I spoke with a friend last night about this very thing and through the course of the conversation God revealed to us the pattern I habitually repeat and the way of escape He offers me.

The pattern that so often plays itself out and spirals me down is wrong perceptions which lead to strong emotions and shame based feelings. The shift that transpires is soon followed by an internal darkness that can quickly gain control of my mind, attitude, actions, and demeanor. Once I am in that mode there seems to be a paralysis to my ability to put up a fight. Rather than fight I spiral until eventually I bring it to God and He brings me out of it. I cringe at both my heart issues and the spiraling that takes place. What I came to understand last night was that I take a wrong turn when the perceptions come and issues of the heart become evident. Rather than admit them to God and allow Him to free me from the results, I self condemn and encase myself in shame and embarrassment. At that point, I don’t want to admit the truth to myself, God, or anyone else. God is once again reminding me that what I refuse to acknowledge will always have control of me.

So what is His prescription for freedom? When the perceptions hit and the issues surface, bring them to Him. Admit the struggle. Admit the weakness. Admit the thoughts. Admit the feelings. Then, like a child in need of help, ask Him for help. Ask Him to replace the sense of worthlessness, rejection, and abandonment with His truth. Then continue asking until the pull of emotions is broken. I am so use to spiraling that I find it hard to believe there is another option. God is assuring me of not only another option but of His help in bringing about that other option. I want to be established in His word and set free from that which has dominated me. I covet the prayers of others in my pursuit of freedom.

Father, my track record is filled with failure in this area, but Yours is impeccable! I admit my need of You and I thank You in advance for what You are about to do. Establish my footsteps and free me. Amen.

In Christ Alone - Brian Littrell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7m5MU5qx7U

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He’s Not Going Anywhere

For such is God, Our God forever and ever; He will guide us until death. Psalm 48:14 (New American Standard Bible)

The assurance and permanence of this verse touches me deeply this morning. I need the reminder at all times, but especially when I have gotten off track, failed, faltered, and stumbled. When I bring sin stained heart, mind, and hands to my Father, I need the assurance and comfort that He is still accepting of me, still desiring me, still walking with me, and still guiding me. I need the never changing promise that He will not give up on me…ever. This verse lets me know that His guidance is for good!

Last night, I brought to Him a stretch of pit dwelling once again. It is often hard to do that when I view myself as a repeat offender in the same areas of struggle. My view of God is revealed at times when I am in need of His grace, mercy, forgiveness, and reconciliation. When I see Him as different than the father of the prodigal son or the king extravagantly forgiving a debt, I walk in the deception of my own skewed thinking and perceptions. His character and heart are unchanging as is His pledge to be my guide until death. Last night, as I confessed to Him my wrong attitudes and behavior, the forgiveness was instant….it always is. He simply waits for me to come.

Then comes the guiding part. My confession and subsequent forgiveness, open the door of my understanding to receive His guidance. Together, we review mistakes made and where it was I got off track. We talk about what steps to take in the future and what thinking to implement in the present. Like a father teaching a young child how to walk, God is constantly instructing me in how to take the daily steps necessary for growth and change.

At times, He will use individuals, but I must see them as His vessels NOT as His replacement. He is God alone and He is my Guide supreme. That must take precedence over my own fear of failure and realization that I don’t always get it right or do it right. Satan would choose to define me by my lack of perfection and inconsistencies. God chooses to define me by who He is and what He is doing in my life. While I must cooperate with Him and seek intimate relationship with Him, my confidence lies in His ability rather than my inability.

As the hymn states it so well, “Come just as you are.” It is not always pretty but it is definitely necessary.

Father, Your open arms still surprise me. Thank you for all that You do to change my image of You. Amen.

You Are My Hiding Place - Maranatha Singers
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Competent to Conquer

But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us. Romans 8:37 (New American Standard Bible)

The ‘these things’ Paul was referring to was quite a list. Tribulation, distress, persecution, famine, nakedness, peril, sword! They weren’t just sadness, heartache, loneliness, and loss. But whether the troubles in our life resemble Paul’s list or are less sever, we can claim this verse as our daily mantra! We can be more than conquerors (as the King James version puts it) as long as we keep in mind that it is through Him. Living out the Christian life is not merely positive thinking, self effort, and self reform. It is a daily reliance on and cooperation with our heavenly Father.

So what does that look like on a practical level? Think of the word “Stamp.”
Start each morning verbally yielding myself, my day, my agenda, and my schedule to God. Let Him and me both know that He is in control.

Take in God’s Word and applying it in every situation, attitude, and action I face throughout my day.

Ask the Holy Spirit to fill me on a daily basis…even a moment by moment basis. That means being under His control and influence.

Make sure that what I think and say are in agreement with God and His Word. It is so easy to find myself dwelling on things that can take me into a pit of despair and sadness. I have grown tired of being in the pit so now I do battle. I have an arsenal of tools that I use such as giving thanks to God, listening to music that glorifies God and edifies me, reading books that help truths to sink in, praying and simply asking God for help, reviewing God’s character qualities and involvement in my life. I am amazed how quickly these things can deter wrong attitudes and behavior.

Praise Him on a continual basis! He inhabits the praises of His people. He delights in it, desires it, and blesses it!
It is a daily journey of progress. Growth and change do not happen all at once or even quickly for that matter. But over time, the transformation of attitudes, desires, actions, words, and character qualities is quite significant. May God continue to do His work in me!

Father, if left on my own I would flounder at being victorious in anything! Thank You for what You do in me as I look to You. Amen.

Be Strong and Take Courage - Don Moen
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Unnecessarily Alone

Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: if one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Ecclesiastes 4:9,10 (New International Version)

If I broke my leg, I would have no trouble seeking the help of a doctor. If my car broke down, a mechanic would be the one I turn to. A tooth ache would send me to the dentist. I also have no trouble stopping and asking for directions if I am obviously lost. The help of others is invaluable during these times and many others. We can see that and readily agree. So why is it that we grasp this truth for our physical needs but fail to accept it for emotional or spiritual needs. God never intended for us to be “lone ranger” Christians.

Throughout Scripture we read phrases such as: pray for one another, encourage one another, comfort one another, strengthen one another, help one another, love one another, give to one another, fellowship with one another, admonish one another, esteem one another, praise one another, build up one another, forgive one another, and so on. We also see the many times God used people as instruments for healing, leading, instructing, and teaching. They are not a replacement for God but they are definitely a gift from God.

While God desires for me to have an intimate, personal walk with Him, He has never failed to bring significant people into my life to assist me in my growth as a Christian. I have a list of precious individuals whom God wove into my life at just the right times. I would not be who I am today without them. I have sought their advice, received their nurturing, and been helped tremendously by them. I treasure each one!

With that said, I find there are still times I think I have to make it on my own through the valleys, mine fields, and rugged places of this journey. In order to safe guard myself from becoming dependent on another person or appearing to be needy, I decide to go it alone. I remember a time when I began to wade through some internal issues. I surmised that with God, my Bible, and a “how to” book, I could do this. Six chapters into my book, I was over whelmed and fully aware of my need for help! Getting that help required prayer, honesty, and transparency on my part. People are willing to help if I will just take a step forward and ask them. As I take the steps and ask, God graciously works out the details.

Father, You never meant for me to be a loner. You have already gifted and equipped individuals to help me and for me to help others. Continue showing me Your truth and Your way. Amen.

For Good
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Seeing the Truth

For You, Lord, are good, and ready to forgive, and abundant in loving kindness to all who call upon You. Psalm 86:5 (New American Standard Bible)

It occurred to me this morning that I still have mindsets that God wants to free me of. One is in the area of His forgiveness. I often think there is a difference in the way God views a repentant person who is first coming to Christ for salvation and a Christian who is coming to Him for forgiveness of sin. Sort of like He is more accepting and understanding of the first over the second. I see Him with open arms and joy over the person coming to know Him as Savior but a more reserved reception for the one who is already His child. Maybe that is due to the fact that I am harder on myself now than before I knew Christ or maybe it is because the body of Christ can sometimes differentiate between the two. Whatever the reason, Psalm 86:5 is giving me a more accurate picture of God’s nature and heart in the area of forgiveness.

Remember the father of the returning prodigal son? He was looking for his return, ran to meet him, embraced him, and lavished him with a ring, robe, sandals, and a feast! He saw him as one who had not only come back home but had come back to life. He was overjoyed at having his son back. Did it mean his son’s actions didn’t bother him? No. Did it mean he was never heartbroken over the rebellion? No. It means when his son came to him in brokenness, sorrow, and confession he was extravagant in his reception of him. God is no different but rather exceeds even that picture! That is what is so amazing about His mercy, grace, and love! Unexplainable, uncomprehendable, and unfathomable!

With tenderness God is once again probing my heart with questions He wants me to answer in honesty. Just as in the area of forgiveness there are other underlying thoughts He wants to bring to the surface and expose to the light of His Word. He is asking questions to heal not to condemn. Do I sense delight or disappointment in His eyes? Do I view His love as extravagant and unfailing or limited and conditional? Am I striving for or resting in His acceptance? Do I grasp the innumerable times He thinks of me or do I feel invisible to Him? Do I think He plays favorites or am I secure in being His much loved child? Do I sense a distance or a closeness to Him? The answers I give will reveal a lot about how I view God and how I feel He views me. They will reveal what my relationship with Him is really like. He is inviting me to allow Him to give me an honest picture of Himself. He wants me to bring the doubts, uncertainties, and insecurities to Him once again and embrace the truth of who He is and what He is like. I use to fear these kinds of sessions with Him. Now I have grown to value them!

Father, when it comes to Your love, forgiveness, and acceptance let me not only see and embrace the truth, but let me walk and dance in it today! Amen!

Power of Your Love - Hillsong
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Gradual Growth

For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line, here a little, there a little. Isaiah 28:10 (New King James Version)

“It is a process and it takes time,” is now my mantra for growth in the Christian life. When I started on this journey in the spring of 2004, I had a ravenous appetite for taking in truth. I devoured books like there was no tomorrow and sat under speakers galore! Something in me felt a strong compulsion to make up for lost time. I wanted to learn it all, experience it all, and find it all as fast as possible! Was there growth? Absolutely! Was there internal and external change? Definitely! Yet full digestion of the truth I was taking in, walking through buried issues, and intimately connecting with God’s heart could not be done at break neck speed. God had to slow me down enough to help me understand that I could not rush growth.

Like any other relationship, I brought baggage into my walk with God and we have been going through the “trunks” together. It has never been His intent for complete exposure all at once. Each day He brings to light the issues we will deal with on THAT particular day. He is acquainted with all my ways and knows my mindsets, strongholds, and weaknesses. Together and at an appropriate pace designed just for me, we have walked through shame, insignificance, idolatry of the heart, insecurities, legalism, freedom, and forgiveness. Do I make mistakes, get it wrong, and get off track at times? Yes! But He is a faithful God and has His hand firmly on me. It is His opinion, His time table, and His purpose that counts in all of it!

I don’t know where you are on your journey with God. Maybe you are presently taking your first timid, baby steps as a new believer or maybe you have walked with God for half a century or maybe you are somewhere in the middle. I applaud the journey and the One who has designed it for you. You are not a lost face in the crowd to Him. You are unique, significant, and favored. He has a work to do in you and delights in the process one moment and one step at a time. In His kingdom there are no quick fixes or Miracle Grow formulas. You are yoked to Him in order to learn of Him, lean on Him, and stay with Him. May today’s progression be all that He had in mind for the two of you!

Father, my heart grieves for anyone who is not on a journey with You and it celebrates those who are! I proclaim the truth that nothing compares to life with You! So here I am….skinned knees and all. Amen.

I'm Not Who I Was - Brandon Heath
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Correcting the Distortions

Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you. Ephesians 4:32 (New American Standard Bible)

How are you received when you ask another person to forgive you? Do they give you a guarded forgiveness whereby you walk away still feeling condemned, unaccepted and full of shame? If you have not experienced radical, gracious forgiveness from significant people in your life, chances are you see God in the same way. May today’s verse help to reshape your view in powerful ways. He is a God of compassion and mercy. He longs for reconciliation and welcomes us back each time we come to Him for forgiveness.

This does not mean our sin does not grieve, disappoint, or anger God. It does not mean there will not be consequences for the wrong choices we make. It does not mean God takes any of our sin lightly. It does not mean God does not desire a holier life for each one of us. It means He knows our make up and is willing to forgive our sin each and every time! Read through Psalm 103 to grasp a beautiful picture of God’s gracious act of forgiveness.

How we need to see God’s willingness, ability, and desire to forgive us. How we need to see His father’s heart! How He is saddened each time we think He merely tolerates us rather than loves us. When our view of Him is that His arms are crossed and disgust is displayed on His face, we cower and hide in our sin. But all the while God wants us to see Him as the father of the prodigal son. Is there someone in your life with whom you are presently separated? You long for their return and a restored relationship? God is like that! He is approachable with open arms.

How I thank God for the people in my life who have demonstrated God’s heart in this way. What a joy to ask their forgiveness and walk away knowing they still love me and their view of me has not changed. They allow me to have a fresh start, a clean slate, and a new chance….just like my heavenly Father. May I become more like that! I have the opportunity each day to either distort or correct another person’s view of God.

Father, may I not only realize the truth about Your forgiveness, but may I be willing to demonstrate it to others. May I no longer cause others to have a distorted view of You because of how I treat them. Amen.

Make Me a Servant - Maranatha Singers
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Making Prayer Less Complicated

It happened that while Jesus was praying in a certain place, after He had finished, one of His disciples said to Him, “Lord, teach us to pray just as John also taught his disciples.” Luke 11:1 (New American Standard Bible)

Prayer is the greatest privilege and tool of any Christian and yet so often the least used and most misunderstood. As in every other discipline of the Christian life, it is learned over a life time. When I accepted Christ at the age of fourteen, God did not automatically infuse within me all the ins and outs of prayer. He taught me things over many years. At times, I feel I am still at the elementary level, but recently the lessons have been profound.

God’s Word is becoming my textbook…particularly the book of Psalms. I am learning aspects of prayer through David’s prayers and I am the richer for it! Recently I have learned through him to be transparent and specific with God. Prayer is not meant to be a complicated system of saying just the right thing by following a specified formula. David did not pray like that and neither did Jesus. The requests were always to the point and even simplistic. When prayer becomes complicated and overwhelming something is amiss. At that point we tend to pray less and feel others are doing a better job of it than we are. While we are told to come to God as little children, prayer too often can seem like college level material.

Please know, I admire prayer warriors. I have listened in awe at those who have learned to pray in powerful ways. The first time I heard a person pray in a conversational way with God I was profoundly moved. But I still have much to learn and I am rejoicing at the pace God has set for me. His desire is for me to learn from Him and then put into practice what I learn.

For any who have become discouraged or bored with the idea of prayer, start with what you know and ask God to teach you more about the power, privilege, and practicality of talking to Him. The Bible is full of Old and New Testament examples from which we can learn. Many good books are available on the topic of prayer. Ask God to cross your path with people who are further along in that area and learn from them just by listening. As in any other area of the Christian life, ask God to awaken in you the desire and thrill of prayer. Your prayers may be simple but His answers will be profound!

Father, increase my ability and desire to talk to You. May my times of prayer come alive as I speak, listen, and learn. Help me to speak into Your open ears more often. Amen.

Come Just As You Are - Crystal Lewis
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Where’s the Strength?

Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might.
Ephesians 6:10 (New King James Version)

It is imperative as believers that we know in whose strength and power we are to stand, walk, and live. We have no trouble knowing our salvation rests in the finished work of Christ, but we somehow live as if the bulk of our Christian life depends upon us. As if, each day, we must muster up enough determination to withstand temptation, walk in forgiveness, do what we are suppose to be doing, love others unconditionally, keep our hearts and motives in check, never have a bad day, keep a smile on our face come what may, and walk through life untainted and unaffected by any and all circumstances. When in reality we feel that at any moment our life is about come unraveled and we will go down for the last count. Only to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and try again! It is self sufficiency at its worst.

I am being reminded this morning that my true strength is in the Lord and in the power of His might. My flesh is weak and my power is very limited at best, so this truth encourages me. It settles the uneasy feelings that come when I contemplate my failures and phobias. It dries my tears over sins, regrets, and shortcomings. It comforts me in the midst of loss, disappointment, and unending needs.

Each time I come to the end of myself, God is there urging me to look to Him and live out of His strength and might. He wants me to know that as His child, I am endued with His strength and that strength increases as I receive it and rely upon it. It is a mighty force that is meant to be the driving force behind everything He calls me to do. It is where the ability to live the Christian life lies.

David spoke often of God being his rock, defense, stronghold, shelter, and fortress. Each is a picture and aspect of strength. The children of Israel knew that without God’s power and strength they would fail to win any and all battles. Paul reminded the early churches that it was God’s power, not their own, that was to be credited for their growth and accomplishments. Those things are true for us as well in this day and age.

Where is it you feel weak, unqualified, and inept? That is to be the starting point for looking to God to help you do what you need to do. It is a truth that is meant to give us hope and encouragement. I know what I need to approach God with this morning and I am confident He is waiting for me to do that.

Father, I want to stand in Your strength and power. I want to experience You doing through me what only You can do. Thank you that You are not limited by my limitations. Amen.

His Strength Is Perfect - Steven Curtis Chapman
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzKo25QKPsY

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Replacing Fear

Take care and be calm, have no fear and do not be faint hearted. Isaiah 7:4a (New American Standard Bible)

It seems that many times when God's people were threatened by other nations their first response was fear. Isaiah 7:2 says their hearts shook as the trees of the forest shake with the wind. Fear always seems based in what we believe the outcome of a situation will be. The "what ifs" grow to such an extent that fear becomes the result. This doesn't mean that the situation isn't real. After all, there was an approaching enemy. Their threats were real, their anger was real, their size was real. But what Judah failed to do, and what we often fail to do, is realize God always has the last word. And God's answer to all the threats was, "It shall not stand nor shall it come to pass." God is the boundary setter. He is the One who determines the end result of any circumstance in our life.

Our words and our thoughts are the seeds that take root in our minds and produce a harvest of fear. How often we respond to danger or tragedy with thoughts such as, "This is going to do me in, I am alone, I am defeated, I am powerless, I am not going to survive this." When all the time we have a God who says, "I will never leave you, I work all things together for good, I see the beginning from the end, you are the apple of my eye."

So how do we go against the fears? Remember and voice the truth. It is amazing how quickly words of truth can extinguish fear. Here are a few phrases that can be used to replace fear with peace, strength, and confidence.

*God (not circumstances or people) is in control of my life. He determines the outcome of each situation that comes my way.

*Everything in my life is Father filtered. It has already passed through Him before it gets to me. Job comes to mind so much.

*His many words of comfort and assurance are meant as much for me today as they were for God's people in Bible times.

*In every circumstance I am held in His hands, sheltered under His wings, and enclosed in His capsule of grace.

Father, when fears crop up help me to not give situations more power by buying into lies. You are my rock and my shelter against any storm. You determine outcomes and results. As long as I live on this side of eternity I have not seen the end of the story yet. Amen.

Be Strong and Take Courage - Don Moen
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Joshua Moments

And Joshua said, “Alas, Lord GOD, why have You brought this people over the Jordan at all---to deliver us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us? Oh, that we had been content, and dwelt on the other side of the Jordan!” Joshua 7:7 (New King James Version)

Following an extraordinary victory at Jericho, the children of Israel are defeated at Ai. The confusion and fear of the moment caused words to tumble out of Joshua’s mouth that mirrored the responses he heard for years in the wilderness wanderings under Moses’ leadership. I am not sure if he ever voiced them at that time, but he now voices a prayer filled with suspicion and accusation against God. He has no idea Achan has sinned and brought this defeat upon Israel. Joshua is simply looking at a tragedy and in his mind he draws only one conclusion….and a wrong one at that! Never mind that God promised victory and demanded obedience for that victory to occur. Joshua has had his utopia shattered and his faith shaken. He is now faced with the reality that defeat is possible even in the midst of victories.

God is gracious. He listens as Joshua gives voice to the thoughts and intents of his heart and then God sets the record straight. He explains the reason for defeat and the conditions for victory. What follows is an immediate correction and Ai’s astounding defeat! I believe when it was all said and done, Joshua took away a valuable lesson from the entire experience. Who God is and what God does cannot be interpreted by the things we see, hear, feel, and experience. God is to be trusted not accused. He is to be held in awe not in suspicion. God’s blessings accompany obedience and painful consequences accompany disobedience. We are given the same opportunity to take away valuable lessons from our moments of hardship, fear, and failure. May we do so!

I praise God that Scripture is filled with human frailties, because my life is filled with them as well. There are moments I get it right and do it right. To God be the glory! But there are also moments when I blow it. Times when the circumstances of life send me reeling and I forget the very truths I stood in just prior to stumbling. I have laughed at the number of times I have read a previous devotional I have written and wished I were THAT person! Times when the words that flowed so easily and with confidence seem so far away. Times when I question God, despise myself, and wrongly judge others. The enemy would taunt me with feelings of failure and hypocrisy. But God is gracious. He calls me what I am…a human in continual need of His grace and mercy. With each “Joshua” moment He will meet me and change me. Praise Him!

Father, in the midst of my tears, doubts, and fears You remain faithful and loving. And in the midst of joy, faith, and courage You are still faithful and loving. I praise Your sameness! Amen.

You're the Heart of Me - Kathy Troccoli
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Transformed Words and Thoughts

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O LORD, my strength and my Redeemer. Psalm 19:14 (New King James Version)

I am learning that the two most powerful areas in my life to guard are my words and my thoughts. Both have the ability to rule my day in ways of blessing or ways of despair. I am amazed how quickly the wrong thoughts can plunge me into a pit so deep and produce words so dark that it leaves me spiritually, emotionally, and physically drained. But I am equally as amazed by how quickly I can be energized and freed when I take the thoughts captive, purposefully meditate on the right things, and speak the truth about God, myself, and my circumstances.

Show me a person who is bitter, angry, and negative and I will show you a person who has not embraced the truth of Psalm 19:14. What they don’t realize is how much is stemming from their heart and mind. We feast on the things we think about. That is it! That is what carries us through our day and it affects every part of our day. I want my feelings, will, and intellect to be filled with the things that are acceptable, delightful, desirable, favorable, and pleasurable to God. When that is the case, it will be evidenced in my actions and my words.

I am not saying this is an easy task. It is a battle! I find that I am doing battle against very negative thoughts all day long. When I dwell on them and allow them to rule me I reach a point of hopelessness and rage. What I am learning is to battle the thoughts with truth. A friend once suggested writing out a truth list and then proceeding to read the list out loud over my life on a daily basis…sometimes several times a day. Just simple phrases like I am loved, God is my all in all, I am an over-comer, etc… I must use Scripture as well. It is the only way to silence the murmurings and musings of my heart.

David knew the truth of this when he penned Psalm 63! It was not written when he sat on the throne of Israel or while he was enjoying the comforts of life. It was written in the wilderness. It is filled with thoughts of blessing, praise, trust, seeking, worship, and assurance. It definitely gives no hint of a victim mentality. I choose to follow his example!

Father, up until now so many of my thoughts and words have kept me from embracing Your power, love, and purpose. You desire that I replace the lies with truth and I am finally ready to do that. Amen.

Beautiful One - Tim Hughes
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What Has Been Missing?

Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. James 1:22 (New International Version)

The failure to see change in my life (real and lasting change) is what drove me to search for answers last night. Areas of bondage that have not seen freedom, moods that have not stopped spiraling, emotions that have controlled me rather than me controlling them, relationships that have been strained due to dependency rather than nurtured in appreciation, are but a few of the issues at hand.

I have sat in churches for decades, read countless books, attended numerous women’s events, been in both mentoring and accountability relationships, been a part of Bible studies, and heard truth upon truth. All of it was good and necessary. So why have I not seen more change in my life than I have seen? Why do I continue to live more in the flesh than in the spirit? Why is it not making more of difference in my life?

It all comes down to one simple yet profound ingredient. It is not enough to know truth. Change will only come, victory will only be experienced, and freedom will only be mine as I APPLY the things I have learned. That is what has been missing. That is the answer I have been looking for.

What I have known but failed to do in my every day life is take my thoughts captive, think on what is true and good, walk in forgiveness, give others the benefit of the doubt, resist the enemy, accept God’s forgiveness, live in the present rather than the past, focus on Christ and others……the list is endless. I know this stuff but fail to do it when the tests and trials of life hit. When emotions invite me into a place of darkness, pity, and withdrawal I go. When my feelings get hurt I sulk. When disappointments come I spiral. When perceptions enter the scenes of my mind I believe them. All the while God is inviting me to take each opportunity to apply what He has been teaching me.

I can’t stop the emotions, perceptions, circumstances, and situations from being a part of my life. Jesus Himself said that in this world we would know troubles. While I can’t stop the trouble, I can by the grace of God respond differently. I have the tools. I have His Spirit. I have every reason and resource to live differently. I have choices. I have options. I have what it takes to change because I have Christ.

Father, there is a different way to live my life and I want to change. Today, with each opportunity, help me to apply the truths I have learned. I walk forward with Your forgiveness and favor. Amen.

I Surrender All - Hillsong
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7x2IpLSfqp8

Getting into God's Word and letting God's Word get into me one truth at a time.

No One But You

Then Asa called to the LORD his God and said, “LORD, there is no one besides You to help in the battle between the powerful and those who have no strength; so help us, O LORD our God, for we trust in You, and in Your name have come against this multitude. O LORD, You are our God; let not man prevail against You.” 2 Chronicles 14:11 (New American Standard Bible)

God is working to bring each of us to the point of voicing Asa’s words to Him, “Lord, there is no one besides You to help.” We voice those words when all that we have trusted in is removed, when all that we possess is worthless, when all our strength is gone, when we stand with helplessness and hopelessness written over our situation and life. When we come to the point where we finally admit that no one but God can help us we are opening a door to growth and maturity in our faith. As long as we have anyone or anything to lean upon besides God, we will not embrace the truth that He is the only one who can help.

Asa was facing a battle of great proportion. He and his people had just been through ten years of rest from enemy attacks and now an army that is one million strong is descending upon them. Who but God could deliver and protect in such a time? Former allies are no where to be found. The story of deliverance is remarkable and well worth the time it takes to read in 2 Chronicles 14.

There will be times when the very people you have looked to for answers, guidance, and encouragement will be far removed from your life. Times when you become a wandering, solitary pilgrim in what seems like very unfamiliar territory. At first, fear and despair might mark your days. You might feel you have lost your compass and life jacket in the midst of a wilderness experience or storm of life. Know this, God is inviting you to a time of seeking Him and relying upon Him. If He is presently weaning you off or abruptly severing any source who has been used greatly in your walk with Him, it is because He is wooing you to enter a higher level of living with Himself. Up until this point people have been a gift from Him to you. If you allow Him to take you through this transition you will never be the same and neither will your journey. Once the transition is made there will still be people in your life but the relationships with them will be forever changed. Although they will still bring joy and encouragement into your life you will begin to seek God’s face, guidance, and counsel more than you will theirs. You will walk with a confidence and strength that you have not known up to this point. You will know the joy of intimacy with God on a level that has eluded you for so long. I stand with excitement over where God is about to take you and what He is about to do in you!

Father, complete the transformation in me. Amen.

Jesus, Lover of My Soul - Hillsong
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dD-ZdMOx_HY&feature=related

Getting into God's Word and letting God's Word get into me one truth at a time.